Time : 6.31pm

Tomorrow will be a suffer day. My millions and billion of brain cells will been killed and dead after I do my paper, MANAGEMENT. God please bless me, I hope I can at least pass in this paper. Until now I haven`t start even a word and ITS A LOTS OF NOTE TO MEMORIZE. OMG ~
Stop procrastinate please ...

Depression

How I gonna express my feeling now? My heart was like strike by few knifes. Feel like wanna crying out loud but failed to do that. My heart was been hurt so deeply. MY GOSH !


GOD, please show me a direction how I gonna passed this difficult stage. T^T 


I am listening to a Korea song and keep repeating it. Although I could not understand this foreign language, but I can feel the blue from the melody. Just like my feeling right now. I write this blog isnt wan`t to show you how sad am I. Just wanna tell you how you are so important for me as a BEST FRIEND.

BEST FRIEND, I know is my fault, I made apologize and you didn`t accept it. I can understand because I ever hurt you twice before. You will never forgive me easily this time. I am ready for it. Just waiting for you to say that word to me. BUT YOU NEVER DO THAT.


I feel so sorry and cant forgive myself. I know you are trying to minimize our argument and stay happy. Is my fault, my stupid, hurt you and spoiled your trust on me. I am here to say : SORRY ...!!

I REALLY HOPE I COULD DO SOMETHING FOR YOU TO MAKE YOU FELL HAPPY. ANYTHING YOU LIKE.

PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME THAT WAY, BEST FRIEND...

 

STRESS

There`s been a long time I didn`t update my blog as well. It is the right time for me to blog.

I had deactivated my facebook account for some private reasons. 

First of all, I think probably is my final exam is near to the corner. It just left 11 days to the end of the world. I feel freaking stress because I m not confident that I can 100% pass the subjects in this sem or not. Especially ECON and MANAGEMENT. Maths I think I can handle well by doing more tutorial questions. For computing I dont think I can score well because I was so bad in memorizing notes. How I gonna score well in my FINAL?? I hope deactivate in FB would help me to concentrate on studies so that I will not wasted my time in STALKING people. HAHAHA XD ~~

Second, I feel so bother of someone keep using my account to post silly status and one more thing even the worst is there is people went to "LIKE" the status. OMG~ I cant believe it. Thats why I have to deactivated for temporary. I think I will back to FB soon after my FINAL.

Haiz~ There is a lot of things make me feel so annoying and terrify me. Soon it will be the last semester and its the time for me to decide my pathway after graduate from Foundation. Which course I should choose for my DEGREE and where should I stay? These Question make me freaking headache and feel like wanna die. Oh no ~ STRESS TO THE MAX !!!