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Monday, April 9, 2012

Nicky

Well, it`s been a long time i didnt contact with u anymore. 

You are the one who can make my heart beat faster when you are holding my hand. Remember it was the first time I met with you and you holding my hand tightly. My face was so hot and red. I was trying to pull out my hand but you never let me go. I swear I wont forget the feeling at that moment. You are the one make me feel like electric shock. This is the only memory of my feeling on you that I wont forget.

The most disappointed things that you done to me. 

Last time I remember we have a date and meet at the park nearby our house. I remember that day was a heavy down pour day, but I still holding the umbrella and walked to the park and wait you. 

But who knew, you did not show up your face, and you did leave me alone waiting for you for half an hour. You know there were 15 spots of mosquito bites on my leg? It was so suffering and the weather was freaking cold. I was worried that you couldn`t find me after I went home. So I keep waiting for u. I dunno is God wanna test us or what? I did not bring my cellphone and call you. I was so sad, cold, and disappointed. 

After I went home for 2 hours, only I get your call. The reason you didnt show up is you overslept. I was so sad and hurt you know. BUT I did not said I went to the park just now. I think you never know this is the reason I wanna break with you. Of course there are other reasons too. 

Why I suddenly wanna pour out my puppy love in here? It was because there is another guy make my leg in suffer of mosquitoes bites. He recall me about you, Nicky. I never expect that this will happen to me twice. And the result still the same. At last, i get nothing after my leg was sacrifice to the worst mosquitoes. I also waiting for him for hald an hour at the beach. You are the 2nd guy make me willing to wait you and without any blames and angry. I dunno why? 

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

New Life

It`s valentines day ! Well, for me, it just a normal Tuesday and Single Day. Nothing special.

But I will remember this day cause I did celebrate with my friends and coursemates.

Before today, there was something hurtful and serious incident happened in my life, never been so hurt and make me feel disappointed of a person that I m trying to love.
Nevermind, is his choice to make this decision. So fine, just accept it. Nothing can change his mind anymore.
If I care more on him, SURE I will be hurt and my heart cant affort the hurt anymore. So better just treat it as normal. Treat myself better, I will be happier.

Well, I was freaking emo just now until I scream of crying ! It`s killing me. When I need him the most, he wasn`t there for me. He was left me for more than 3 hours. My heart was burning and hard to breath. He makes me feel very sakit hati. 

Luckily there is still FRIENDS in this world. I`m glad that u guys still beside me when Im alone. Is u guys tell me that I m not always alone, I LOVE LOVE LOVE u guys so much ! 

Well, thats all i wanna express for today. Really enough tired of being cheated and fooled by him. It`s a right time to stop this and just be a normal friend. Alright, Thank you for bringing much special moments to me. Nights

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Dragon Show by INTIMA ( 4.2.12

HAD A LOT OF FUN !!
We got play some games by answering question based on the no we had chose.
Really amazing and high !
I really never thought that my group will be the winner.
WE WON THE 1ST PRIZE, YEAH ~!!!

My group member consist of
-Principal of INTI which is DR ALAN
-Head of deen MISS ANNE
-Students : Silver, Ivan, Nelson, Anderson, Ken and of course me.